January 2009
18 posts
“when everyones the same how can you find the one thats right”
does anything even matter anymore?
answer:
it doesnt
i dont care about anything
theres nothing i can write
w/out being judged
im so over people
“I’m the one that has to die when it’s time for me to die, So let me...”
– Jimi Hendrix
“If looks could kill you’d be the one”
what can i do so i dont ever lose you
wow haven’t written in a while lol
so this little break i stayed at big mommas house!
friday night we went to brookes and ate tons of cake and saw the unborn
which is the stupidest movie ever. it was gay :/ and then slept over at brookes house
it was a fun time lol
then saturday we went to battle of the bands, which sucked, we got lost so we missed the first two bands which were the...
“I think the truly natural things are dreams, which nature can’t touch with...”
– Bob Dylan
i got this shit on lock
lol
so this weekend…i’d have to say was pretty fun
i got to see big momma (april :])
we went to the mall, and got some new shit lol
it was fabulous
and then i went over to garretts house, and chilled w/ him and angelo
we just sat on the couch and watched movies all day
but it was fun =] haha garrett made me this burger, i have to say it was the most delicious
burger i have ever...
honestly i dont care anymore
you know what? im going to stop trying, im going to stop caring. im tired of having to make an effort to keep a friendship that dosen’t really matter to them anyway. i dont NEED you.
all you people act like everything in the fucking world is all about fucking YOU!
hah and guess what
IT”S NOT
im so fucking over everything
“I bet you love me now, now that you’ve had your drinks”
build me up, break me down, leave me dying on the...
im so done. with everything and everyone.
what happened to me?
i used to be happy
at least i think i was, i guess i dont really know
people keep breaking me. what am i supposed to do?
people lie
people cheat
people tell me things they don’t mean
people change they’re mind before they know me
people forget me before i have a chance
*’people’ has a name, but id...
Things that i NEVER want to hear
there are somethings that i never ever want anyone to ever tell me:
“you are beautiful/hot/pretty/cute etc.”- yea im not going to believe you ever so dont even bother
“i love you”- dont even go there cus i wont be able to say it back because im crazy
ask “do you like me?”- psh like i could say that, even if i wanted to, i cant, again because i am crazy
...
You’ll play the love and baby I’ll play the lead So strike a pose and fake a smile you’re coming with me I’ll strum my guitar cause girl I know how you are You’re just a little bit camera shy but you’re still a star
“I was a dreamer before you went and let me down”
dance with me and never let me go
things…they’re getting better. im not sure anymore i guess i’ll just recap my day
so i went to rachels house today and was there til like 8ish. it was pretty fun. we had a good talk i was so close to balling my eyes out…again. i feel like we are a little closer now. before i felt forgotten/rejected because her and josie are like bffs now and everything. but w/e i dont...
your not the only one who can fake love
i am pathetic
i just got dumped, we weren’t even dating! but thats definataly what it feels like. ‘lets just be friends and take it slow’ & ‘i don’t know what i want’. how many times have i heard that before? i can’t handle this, constantly being rejected. what did i ever do to deserve this? im not a great person, but am i really that bad that i...
You can do whatever you want your not stuck with me Ill tell you one thing we’d make history you, you and me Your getting closer now, it’s getting better now but your still so far gone And I am to the point where I don’t even wanna know where you are or where your goin baby (ooo) Same old story I am to the point where I dont even wanna see Your face anymore, anymore I don’t...